After witnessing a miraculous catch of fish in Luke 5:1–11, Simon Peter falls to his knees and tries to send Jesus away: “Depart from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man.” Faced with something extraordinary, Peter’s instinct is self-protection. He looks at his flaws and decides he isn’t qualified to be in the presence of the Lord.
I know that feeling all too well. As a woman with a career in a male-dominated field, every major career milestone was accompanied by a familiar whisper: Do I really belong here? Psychologists call it the impostor phenomenon, or the belief that our perceived inadequacy disqualifies us from the room we are standing in. At its core, this is exactly Peter’s impulse on the shores of Gennesaret.
For a long time, I viewed my self-doubt as a flaw to hide. But God does not waste our struggles. Jesus didn’t agree with Peter’s self-assessment, nor did he leave the boat. Instead, he said, “Do not be afraid,” redirecting Peter toward a larger mission. And for me, God took my isolation and self-doubt and transformed it into a calling toward mentorship and service. My struggles compelled me to step up for students and aspiring leaders on Notre Dame’s campus who feel the same way, walking alongside them to pave a smoother path forward. What I once carried as a heavy burden became the exact tool God used to cultivate empathy and purpose.
If I could speak to my younger self, or to anyone feeling unqualified today, I would remind them that when God places us in a room where we feel we don’t belong, God isn’t asking if we deserve the seat. God is asking if we will trust him enough to take it, and if we will be brave enough to leave the door open for those who come after us.