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December 14, 2021

Memorial of Saint John of the Cross - Priest and Doctor of the Church
Mt 21:28-32
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Jesus said to the chief priests and the elders of the people:
“What is your opinion?
A man had two sons.
He came to the first and said,
‘Son, go out and work in the vineyard today.’
The son said in reply, ‘I will not,’
but afterwards he changed his mind and went.
The man came to the other son and gave the same order.
He said in reply, ‘Yes, sir,’ but did not go.
Which of the two did his father’s will?”
They answered, “The first.”
Jesus said to them, “Amen, I say to you,
tax collectors and prostitutes
are entering the Kingdom of God before you.
When John came to you in the way of righteousness,
you did not believe him;
but tax collectors and prostitutes did.
Yet even when you saw that,
you did not later change your minds and believe him.”

Reflection

Conor Fitzpatrick ’20
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Why did the first son in today’s gospel say, “I will not?”

He eventually said yes, but I believe fear prevented him from immediately answering his father’s call. Perhaps he was scared that the work would be too difficult, scared of failure, or scared that he would let his father down.

I admit a terrific obstacle for me in my life has been my fear of failure. When I worry about what might happen if I fail so miserably that I am rejected by an employer, friend, or family member, I play it safe, sit idle, and do not commit to going out to do my Father’s work.

These are times when I feel far from God.

St. John of the the Cross, whose memorial we mark today, once wrote, “Where have you hidden yourself. And abandoned me in my groaning, O my Beloved?” These words from the Spiritual Canticle were written from his tiny, dark, prison cell in Toledo.

At that time St. John may have felt that he had failed. Still, his faith fed hope which inspired his poetry, formed the foundation of his teaching and eventually the reformation of his order.

Despite feeling far away from God, St. John of the Cross was never alone. Likewise, when I feel far away from God in my moments of fear or doubt, I am never really alone. It is in these moments of despair that I need to change my mind like the first son and begin doing my Father’s work.

In the gospel today, the first son turns away from his fear into faith, goes into the vineyard, and does the good work asked of him. As we prepare for the coming of Christ this Christmas, may we turn away from our fear to nurture faith, to have hope, and to give love.

Prayer

Rev. Thomas McNally, C.S.C.

Like the second son in today’s Gospel, Lord, we make promises that we do not keep. We get lazy or turn away from the work in the vineyard which you ask us to do. Please give us another chance when we stumble, and usher us one day into your kingdom. Amen.

Saint of the Day

St. John of the Cross

John of the Cross was a great saint who was a reformer, a mystic and one of the great Spanish poets. He has inspired many other holy men and women to pursue God into the mysterious heights and depths of divine love.

John was born in Spain in 1542. John's father died when he was only a toddler and his mother moved with him and his siblings to different towns to look for work. His family suffered from hunger and mostly lived in poverty. As an adolescent, John worked with patients in a hospice while he studied at a Jesuit school.

As a young man, John joined the Carmelite order and studied at the University of Salamanca. He was ordained a priest in 1567, and, dissatisfied with the more lenient living practices of the Carmelites at the time, he looked for a more rigorous discipline of religious life. He desired a life of greater dedication to prayer. John wanted to become a Carthusian, to pursue silence and meditation whole-heartedly. As he was about to leave, however, he met the great Teresa of Avila, who was reforming the Carmelite sisters. Teresa encouraged John not to leave the Carmelites, but to join her effort to reform the order from within, and he did, changing his name to John of the Cross.

John founded several small communities of friars that began to grow almost immediately. Then, he moved to Ávila to become the spiritual director for the community of Carmelite nuns there.

There were very heated tensions between the Calced (the more traditional Carmelite order) and the Discalced (the Reformed order) Carmelites, which were fomented by various ecclesial politics. In December of 1577, John was kidnapped in Avila by a group of Calced Carmelites. They brought John to the Carmelite monastery in Toledo and held him prisoner in a tiny cell, six feet by ten feet, with only a small window to let in light. John was beaten at least once a week in front of the community, and forced to live on small scraps of food, yet, in his captivity, he began to write some of his most beautiful poems and spiritual treatises.

John wrote of the marvelous, ineffable eternity of Christ:

"We must then dig deeply in Christ. He is like a rich mine with many pockets containing treasures: however deep we dig we will never find their end or their limit. Indeed, in every pocket new seams of fresh riches are discovered on all sides."

At the same time, John saw that the way to this ineffable, limitless love was guarded by suffering:

"Would that men might come at last to see that it is quite impossible to reach the thicket of the riches and wisdom of God except by first entering the thicket of much suffering, in such a way that the soul finds there its consolation and desire. The soul that longs for divine wisdom chooses first, and in truth, to enter the thicket of the cross. [...] The gate that gives entry into these riches of his wisdom is the cross; because it is a narrow gate, while many seek the joys that can be gained through it, it is given to few to desire to pass through it."

John's famous long poem "Spiritual Canticle," a dialogue between the bridegroom Christ and the bride of the soul, was also written in the stifling, inhumane conditions of his imprisonment. An excerpt of it appears here:

Quench my troubles,
For no one else can soothe them;
And let my eyes behold You,
For You are their light,
And I will keep them for You alone.

After nine months, John escaped from his terrible living situation by unscrewing the lock on his cell door and creeping past the guard. Carrying only the poetry he wrote, John climbed out a window using a rope made of blanket strips. When he lighted on the ground, he had no idea where he was, and, in order to find his way, he followed a dog to a nearby town.

John continued writing and studying the spiritual life, acting as a spiritual director to Carmelite communities and lay men and women, and served as a guide to all who sought God. Many of his works remain important to our understanding of Christian spirituality today, including “the dark night of the soul," which became a motif of his poetry, such as in the excerpt below:

O guiding night!
O night more lovely than the dawn!
O night that has united
the Lover with his beloved,
transforming the beloved in her Lover.

As a Carmelite leader, John continued to found communities of Discalced Carmelites. Despite his work, John continued to face opposition within his own Carmelite community, and John died of a fever in the midst of continued attacks on his character in December of 1591. John was named a Doctor of the Church—a title given to thirty-seven saints who are known for elucidating the faith by their words or example—for his invaluable contributions to Christian spirituality.

Some of John's relics rest in the reliquary chapel in the Basilica of the Sacred Heart here on Notre Dame's campus. John's story and image are used by high school students who come to campus for a summer conference through the Notre Dame Vision program. These students learn about John of the Cross through the illustration by Julie Lonneman, our featured image for today.

St. John of the Cross, who overcame intense persecution through the mystical love of God—pray for us!


Image Credit: Our featured image of St. John of the Cross is an illustration by Julie Lonneman, who holds exclusive rights to the further distribution and publication of her art. Used with permission.