Daily Gospel Reflection
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December 4, 2024
At that time:
Jesus walked by the Sea of Galilee,
went up on the mountain, and sat down there.
Great crowds came to him,
having with them the lame, the blind, the deformed, the mute,
and many others.
They placed them at his feet, and he cured them.
The crowds were amazed when they saw the mute speaking,
the deformed made whole,
the lame walking,
and the blind able to see,
and they glorified the God of Israel.
Jesus summoned his disciples and said,
“My heart is moved with pity for the crowd,
for they have been with me now for three days
and have nothing to eat.
I do not want to send them away hungry,
for fear they may collapse on the way.”
The disciples said to him,
“Where could we ever get enough bread in this deserted place
to satisfy such a crowd?”
Jesus said to them, “How many loaves do you have?”
“Seven,” they replied, “and a few fish.”
He ordered the crowd to sit down on the ground.
Then he took the seven loaves and the fish,
gave thanks, broke the loaves,
and gave them to the disciples, who in turn gave them to the crowds.
They all ate and were satisfied.
They picked up the fragments left over–seven baskets full.
Something that my mom has always said throughout my life is, “God doesn’t always give us what we want, but God gives us what we need.” I grew up on a small, dairy-goat farm in rural Northern Vermont, and most of the time, we barely made ends meet. There were many wants I had throughout my childhood and teenage years that went unanswered, and it didn’t seem fair. I felt like God was punishing me for something I couldn’t possibly understand.
I converted to Catholicism in the spring of 2023. I now realize that God had been calling me for years, but for years, I wasn’t ready to answer. Honestly, I was afraid. I was afraid I would never be enough for Jesus and worthy of his love. However, after continued struggles that left me emotionally and spiritually lamed, I laid everything down and finally submitted myself to God.
My life didn’t magically become perfect after my conversion, but it improved. I still struggle sometimes (who doesn’t?), but I’m not alone, and really, I never was. Jesus is with me in everything I do. Jesus is with me, and he is with you.
Jesus doesn’t heal his followers and send them away to die of starvation. He gives them just enough to keep going. What he does ask of us in return, however, is to give him all that we have. The call to discipleship requires resilience, faith, and resourcefulness, but if we give him our all, Christ will sustain us.
Gather up what little you have, your fishes and your loaves, and give them up to him. Although God might not give you what you want, he knows exactly what you need, and he won’t turn you away hungry. He will sustain you.
Prayer
Lord, you fed the hungry crowd with ample servings of bread and fish. But you gave them other nourishment as well—the beautiful words you spoke and the miracles you worked. Look on us today in need of such nourishment, food for the body and food for the soul. Be with us in our needs. Amen.
Saint of the Day
St. John of Damascus, also known as John Damascene, was a monk and theologian whose writings were crucially important in staunchly defending the value of visual art in communicating the Christian faith and in worship.
John was born into an Arabic Christian family around the year 676 in Damascus, in present-day Syria, in the period following the Muslim Caliphs conquering of the city. Most of the Christians who had lived in Damascus were either displaced or forced to convert. John's family, however, had worked with the Muslim rulers once they took over the city and John's father had a position in the court of the Caliphate, thus their family had been allowed to remain Christian. John's father ensured that his son received the best education possible. John's father provided his son with a Christian monk as a tutor, and the brilliant young John became a scholar of astronomy, mathematics, and classical Greek and Arabic texts.
Some sources claim that John himself became the Chief Administrator of the Caliph's court. Eventually, John gave up life at the court and made his way to Jerusalem, to become a priest and monk at the monastery of Mar Saba, outside Jerusalem.
When John was getting settled into his new vocation as monk and priest at the monastery of Mar Saba, a great debate, known as the Iconoclast Controversy, continued to divide the Church. Emperor Leo III issued an edict forbidding the use of images. John wrote vehemently in favor of the use of images and encouraged lay Christians to continue using them, in defiance of the emperor's edict. John's treatises are beautiful defenses of an incarnation theology and of the importance of the imagination in developing faith in Christ.
John wrote that art is appropriate for depicting a God who became human: “I do not draw an image of the immortal Godhead: I paint the visible flesh of God, for it is impossible to represent a spirit, how much more God who gives breath to the spirit. When the Invisible One becomes visible to the flesh, you may then draw a likeness of His form.” Indeed, “I do not worship matter,” wrote John, “I worship the God of matter, who became matter for my sake. Do not despise matter, for it is not despicable.”
John continues on to discuss the human imagination, “the mind, which is set upon getting beyond corporeal things, is incapable of doing it. For the invisible things of God since the creation of the world are made visible through images.” The imagination reaches towards God, but needs faith, needs grace, to receive the image of God’s own self which God brings to the human being. And images are important for igniting the imagination, for “Image speaks to the sight as words to the ear, it brings understanding.”
John's writings were essential arguments that were used when the Iconoclast Controversy was finally settled in favor of the iconophiles—those who advocated the use of images in Christian life—at the Second Council of Nicaea, in 787, forty years after his death in 749.
John wrote and adapted many biblical texts for musical use in the liturgy—these texts still survive and are used in some of the liturgies of Eastern Rite Christian Churches.
Known as the last of the Greek Fathers of the Church in the Roman Catholic Church, John of Damascus was proclaimed a Doctor of the Church in 1890 by Pope Leo XIII for his defense of art. This is a title given to thirty-seven saints who are honored for elucidating the faith through their prolific words, wisdom, and example. Some of John's relics rest in the reliquary chapel in the Basilica of the Sacred Heart on Notre Dame's campus. John's image shown above was created by a 2006 graduate of the school of architecture, Matthew Alderman.
St. John of Damascus, saint who defended art's power to move the heart and mind to God—pray for us!
Image Credit: Illustration by Notre Dame alumnus Matthew Alderman, who holds exclusive rights to the further distribution and publication of his art. Used here with permission.